I have a moving date: June the 14th which happens to be the anniversary of my first date with Buzz Kill in New York City in 1986 or 1987. I'm pleased to say that the work on the terrace is finished so that Buster and I will be able to use the terrace gratefully between now and then. So pleased that I've just scheduled another Gemini party with my dear friend, the lovely and talented Kathleen. Just a small one.
I have to write reports - but I've decided that since the Owners have fucked up the world so completely that we can no longer hope to avoid climate change and a generally toxic environment - then I'll be noticing things of beauty and encourage the creation of more beauty. That's thing of beauty #11-101 (I think).
Throwing away the marital bed is going to be a thing of beauty, too. I believe I'll do that on June 14th. It's kind of like the Mandelbrot set.
Although the pattern of seasons and cycles repeats endlessly, your perspective changes as you move inward and outward within the set of variables.
On another note, I have begun to get bitchy with Buster regarding his lack of summer employment. He has gone to websites on his own, but he has not been able to locate a button that says: Click Here for Your Summer Job. He figured he could click a button, fill out an application and get a job as if it's a meal card at the Housing Office. I have therefore supervised the updating of his resume and showed him how to email it to the parks service with a cover letter attached. Hopefully Santa Claus will bring him a job soon. I want him around this summer for the move and in case I have surgery on the shoulder.
I went to my favorite doctor the other day. I haven't seen her for several years because Buzz Kill and I both used to see her, but he got that doctor in the divorce. The Center for Health and Healing includes nutrition counseling and acupuncture as well as MDs trained in alternative medicine by guys like Andrew Weill. I like it there, and I'm in a situation that may or may not involve the spirit of Aleister Crowley. He could be exactly what the world needs now to counteract the impact of Theocracy, especially when applied to Contemporary American Non-Thinkers. I would like to think my shoulder is giving birth to the spirit of Aleister Crowley in order to nudge the world toward the light.
It's shadowed in Darkness for sure - what with Dick Cheney and the Koch Brothers and All.
I figure that if that guy from the world bank who brutalized the hotel maid is an example of the kind of sex life these Owners have, we may start to consider that a Summer of Love is necessary to restore the balance of hormones in the atmosphere or something. Back in the day, The Summer of Love drove Conservatives crazy. Not because of all the fucking, but because Love is the antidote to Fear.
Chanel Z (1989)
All I know---we've got to change what's happening
Something good could happen
I feel light has got to come through---and I need it
Something big and lovely
I want the world to change for me-gotta get away, away from Z
Living on the edge of Z
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